Careful, or you’ll end up in my novel

It’s amazing how many times family members and friends have asked me if a character in one of my novels is based on them—if they are “in” it. It’s just as amazing how often they’re quite sure they aren’t in it, when in fact, they are. Kind of.

You may have heard the adage, “Write what you know.” Most authors I know do just that, and so do I. Not surprisingly, we draw on what we have experienced and observed. I can’t help it. My brain processes what I see and hear, and my mind soon spirals into what-ifs. What if a small town is hiding a dark secret from newcomers? What if a woman’s look-alike is found murdered? What if another dead body turns up? What if the killer lives next door? And that set of what-ifs is just about my next thriller.

Wherever I go, my subconscious is always on the lookout for book fodder—which often makes its way into my next novel. However, I change it up to fit the novel I’ve decided to write. I come up with the plot, create the characters, and then I let my imagination take over. And sometimes, I confess, I do draw on who I know, whether I know them well or not. Some of my characters are composites of people I’ve spoken to, read about, or run across—and sometimes they are combinations of people in my life. Though they are fictional, they share qualities ( good and bad), problems and sometimes even phobias with real people, including myself. That’s the secret to making them relatable, sympathetic and engaging. At least, I hope so.

What happens in real life—truth—is often much stranger than fiction. However, fiction has to make sense. Truth doesn’t. Writing fiction that makes sense is what plot and theme accomplish. Both are just as important when writing creative nonfiction because a true story, when well told, reads like fiction–like a novel–and makes sense.

I’ve written four novels, the latest one (untitled as of yet) acquired for publication later this year. I’ve also written a true story, a memoir, also called creative nonfiction. It’s the story of my son’s journey with brain cancer, and (with their permission) several family members and friends are in it. Though it’s nonfiction, I wrote it as a novel using a three-act structure and story arc. I recounted true events, but only those that are part of the story, and left out everything that isn’t. In some ways, it was easier to write than my novels were. In other ways it was much more difficult. Writing fiction can be an easier task because I get to make everything up, but it can also be much harder for the same reason.

But I like a challenge, especially when I have complete control and am happy with the result. To those who think they are characters in my novels, I say, “Believe me, you are not. But be careful, or you could turn up in one of them one day.”

A complicated life, hopefully

When I was in my twenties, a co-worker in her thirties once told me that life doesn’t get any easier. “It only gets more complicated as you go along,” she said.

Barbara was raising a son on her own, and she didn’t have the level of education that I had. But she did have more work experience and more life experience. Her pessimistic words of warning didn’t go over well with with my youthful optimism. But for some reason, I never forgot them.

A few years later, due to a variety of reasons and circumstances, my husband and I suffered a devastating financial crisis. Some people offered sympathy, many judged us, and no one helped. Life had gotten a whole lot more complicated. With two young children at home, somehow we dug our way out over a period of years, on our own.

Then, we thought we were done with (major) complications. But we were wrong. Twice more, we faced unexpected and unpredictable upheavals – “issues” isn’t a strong enough word to describe them. Life was more complicated than we ever imagined it could be. We stayed together and leaned on each other both times, sometimes joking nostalgically about our first crisis and wishing we could swap the current one for it. After all, that time it was “only money.”

Our last crisis was a health one, and was by far the most serious and most frightening. Our entire world changed in one day, and we did the best we could to help our 19-year-old son survive brain cancer. For a period of six months, we lived on hope itself. After that – once he was cancer-free – we relaxed slowly and steadily over time. That son, the third of our four children, is healthy and thriving today.

Life is still, and more, complicated today. Other issues have surfaced and we are trying to deal with them as a couple and as a family. But when things seem insurmountable and scary, I think back to five years ago, and I know that somehow, we will get through whatever we have to face.

Last year, I wrote the story of my emotional struggle as our son battled cancer. It’s a work of creative nonfiction, a true story based on my memories (and tons of records I kept). Titled ALL THE ABOVE, the tentative release date is March 31, 2015, and the pre-release cover reveal will be in an upcoming post.*  I wrote it because I couldn’t not write it – and because I hope that reading about my experience as a mom and caregiver will help others who are facing a crisis that is way beyond complicated.

Because when you think about it, a complicated life is still life. And life is a very hopeful and wonderful thing.

* A portion of that cover is below

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Book Talk for Noel

Fun “Book Talk” moments at a recent holiday gathering:

  • Telling a writer friend and his wife about my experience at my first Bouchercon in Long Beach, CA last month (the glow is still with me).
  • Selling an audio version (CD set) of UNDERWATER to a member of my Writers Group I hadn’t seen in months, who said he spends a lot of time driving. He was a regular attendee when I brought scenes of the manuscript to the group for feedback.
  • Finding out that a friend loves LONESOME DOVE as much as I do, talking about the book, and lending it to someone else who wants to read it (despite its length).
  • Asking another friend if I can interview him to help me do research for my work-in-progress. He agreed, and suggested I speak to someone else we know who might help, too.
  • Talking about the German translation of UNDERWATER (“UNTER WASSER”) to be released on February 24, 2015.
  • Describing how I use social media to engage with readers and market my books.
  • Mentioning that my next book (Book 3) is a work of creative nonfiction called ALL THE ABOVE, which will be out in the spring.
  • Hearing a (lawyer) friend recite poetry by Ezra Pound.
  • Listening to a writer friend talk about his mystery series.
  • Explaining that after Book 3, I’m sticking with the psychological thriller genre and writing fiction.

Happy Holidays, and Bonne Année 2015!

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